anyways if you’re thinking about going to law school but can’t afford therapy or medication and you’re already a depressed and anxious piece of shit who has a history of suicidal thoughts: don’t
but anyways i’m here :) didn’t do it :) got close :) like six times :) in the span of 30 days :) and my liver may never actually function the same again :)
hey what’s up tumblr my professor triggered a panic attack in the middle of class after tearing into me over nothing (and i mean Nothing) and it triggered a month long suicidal episode and the only reason i didn’t off myself was the fact that i’m the sole caretaker of my cat and dog, which, ironically, is also the reason i didn’t check myself in for a psych hold bc that’s how fucking close i was to taking The Big Sleep for a full month and then that bled into a subsequent month long depressive episode that is not exactly over yet
so yeah uh my prof almost killed me on april 12 :) and every day after that when i had to see him :)
